Self Construction

 
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The Poetry

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I wrote every verse, every word in this album to give life to my feelings. today, alive, they don't need me anymore!

R.J. Gullicci - January, 28 2021

Sick

 

It makes me sick

You really think that you can control kind… everything?

But I don't care about (What) you want (That) I want to do

But I don't care about (What) you want (That) I want to think

I have no patience anymore

 

You make me sick

I give you more that you deserve and now I quit

I gave you my time, my dreams, my choices but I can't fit

The world you show me is completely out of me

That stupid role you want I play, I'm not in

 

I'm breathing in the morning

Living in the burning sky

Flying to release my mind from your mind

Dreaming in the morning

Flying every single night

You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind

 

That makes me sick

When I remember I believed in your gold

The shiny prize for believe in all your words

The promised land behind the walls that you control

Your holy crap grabbing our souls

 

Your world is sick

Full of stupidity and people just like you

Rotten people inside of smiles and fancy clothes

Showing how miserable and selfish they can be

Smashing heads over around

 

I'm breathing in the morning

Living in the burning sky

Flying to release my mind from your mind

Dreaming in the morning

Flying every single night

You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind

 

You can live all your life trying to prove by yourself

That you can have everything, that you can win all the time

But we're not what we have, we're not what we can buy

Love will come to show and break these chains

That makes me sick

Your perfect skin, your perfect clothes, you perfect lies

Telling people what is "guilt" and what is "sin"

Telling people what they feel and who they are

Killing those different ones, the different ones like me

 

You really think you can control kind everything

But everything is exactly nothing now for me

And all need: my dreams, my voice and my feet

 

I'm breathing in the morning

Living in the burning sky

Flying to release my mind from your mind

Dreaming in the morning

Flying every single night

You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind

Dreaming in the morning

Living in the burning sky

Flying to release my mind from your mind

Dreaming in the morning

Flying every single night

You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind

 

I'm breathing in the morning

Living in the burning sky

Flying to release my mind from your mind

Dreaming in the morning

Flying every single night

You can enclose my body

But never enclose my mind

Haters

 

The word is love

Among so many people hating

Many people intimidating

What is different

What is yours

 

You choose just love

To stand and smile for all these people

Empty people who transform

Their bitter world in bitter words

To push you down

When there's nothing wrong with you

 

These people are

So blind and selfish to understand

What is important to take care

What is important have in life

 

Love who you are

Beautiful, special, full of life

Unique love, unique bright, alive, intense

So never change the way you are

Trying to fit in what they say

 

Cause Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what you do

Always the same

They don't have the love they want

So they hurt you

Trying to make them better

 

Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what they see

Selfish and sad

They will push you down

Cause that's the only way

They have to reach you

 

The word is love

Beyond the standards, pretty lies

That gave us labels, colours, price

Telling us what is wrong or right

 

We're what we are

In different shapes, colours, sizes

Different beauties, different eyes

But same love burning inside

 

Love who you are

Beautiful, special, full of light

Unique love, unique bright

And confidence so never change

 

The way you are

To stand and fight against these people

Empty people who transform

Their bitter world in bitter words

To push you down

When there's nothing wrong with you

 

It's just that Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what you do

Always the same

They don't have the love they want

So they hurt you

Trying to make them better

 

Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what they see

Selfish and sad

They will push you down

Cause that's the only way

They have to reach you

 

Love is the word

So, show who you are

The way you want

You're not alone

To confront these people

And let them go

 

Because Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what you do

Always the same

They don't have the love they want

So they hurt you

Trying to make them better

 

Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what they see

Selfish and sad

They will push you down

Cause that's the only way

They have to reach you

 

Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what you do

Always the same

They don't have the love they want

So they hurt you

Trying to make them better

 

Haters will hate

Doesn't matter what they see

Selfish and sad

They will push you down

Cause that's the only way

They have to reach you in the stars

 

That's where you are

So far from them

So far their pain

Love who you are

Love who you are

The way you are

The way you want

You're not alone

You're not alone

To face these words

So, let's change these words

Let's change these words

And change this world

But never who you are

One More Time

 

One more time I came to see your face

And tell how much I really care

About everything we lived together

 

One more time I'm trying to find a way

To find the words, a sunlight glare

To show you everything I'm feeling for you

But I know: there are no words enough for this!

 

One more time in front of you I feel

Like I'm not lonely anymore

And all that pain is just old memories

 

I feel like the world doesn't seems so bad

And the life starts make some sense

So, one more time in front of you

I take a breath to find my strength

And tell how much I care

 

One more time to tell you my feelings

One more time to look into your eyes

To feel my heartbeat increase

The way it does when I'm on your side

And I don't care if the people think

That I'm weak to tell the truth

The truth is that I'm here today to say that I love you

To say how much I love you

 

One more time in front of you

I feel my heart not broken anymore

And that the past was just a bad dream

It feels like life doesn't seem so bad

And the world starts to make some sense

So one more time in front of you

I take a breath to fight my fears

I tell you how much I care

 

One more time to tell you my feelings

One more time to look into your eyes

To feel my heartbeat increase

The way it does when I'm on your side

And I don't care about how stupid

And ridiculous it seems to be

I'm here today to say

I'm here today to say to you

About my feelings

About to look into your eyes

To feel my heartbeat increase

The way it does when I'm on your side

And I don't care if the people think

That I'm weak to tell the truth

The truth is that I'm here today to say that I love you

To say how much I love you

To say how much I love you

How much I love you

I love you

Carrying All Along The Way

 

Of course

I'm fine

A smile on my face

So gentle and always polite

Yes, I'm fine

Ready to embrace

The things you throw on me

And try

Again

With a smile on my face

And nothing in my hands

Restart

In pain

Carrying all along the way

My shame

 

Carrying all along

Carrying all along the way

My pain

Carrying all along the way

My shame

 

Yes fine

I'm ok

Redeeming my mistakes

And saying sorry all the time

And then

Walking all alone

And looking for some love in vain

Again

Ready to embrace

The crumbles falling on the way

Insane

Carrying all along the way

My days

 

Carrying all along

Carrying all along the way

My fate

Carrying all along the way

My shame

 

All right

I'm fake

Fighting for a dream

That everybody think is dust

And sand

With a smile on my face

Completely broke inside I insist

And take

The crumbles on my way

And keep my soul strong just for

One more day

Carrying all along the way

My faith

 

Carrying all along

Carrying all along the way

My days

Carrying all along the way

My shame

Carrying all along the way

My fate

Carrying all along the way

My days

Carrying all along the way

My faith

Carrying all along the way

My shame

"O Golpe" (the coup)

 

I choose not to have half enemies

I choose not to live to die

Despite I sometimes in blue and empty

My glass is always full of wine

 

I'm still strong enough to rise my fist

I'm still strong enough to fight

Don't think you can hurt me baby

And keep your fancy suit clean and white

 

You fool yourself with vanity

You fool yourself with shine lies

Despite your hands are full of guns

Your heart is full of fear in disguise

 

I'm still strong enough to face your face

And spit on you my words and rhymes

Ok maybe I can't change anything but

Nobody will take what's mine, yeah!

 

You fool yourself with selfish things

You fool yourself with shine lies

Despite your hands are full of power

Your cowardness get out from your eyes

 

I'm still strong enough to rise my fist

I'm still strong enough to fight

I won't forget anything and

I'll throw the truth on you all the time, yeah!

"Tristeza" (sadness) 

 

Turning around looking for something

For something around looking for me

Lost in my way so week and empty

Lost in the dark what can I see?

 

I wrote my lines looking for something

I lost more than you understand

I lost you in a rainy moment

I lost my lines with a happy end

 

Scare to death of my reflection

Scared of what I'll say to me

I learnt to hide from you my misery

An empty smile is what you see

 

Tomorrow, tomorrow

Maybe I'll see you once again

Tomorrow, tomorrow

See you again and heal this pain

And heal this pain

 

I have no means, no good reasons

I have no doubts, no names to call

Words cannot help me to forgive me

Words cannot tell me what's my fault

 

Just hold my hand won't make it easier

A kiss won't warm my hopeless heart

I'm just so deep in all these feelings

I'm just so tired to getting hurt

 

Scared to death of my confessions

Scared of what I'm doing to me

I learnt to hide these marks of sadness

The marks that sometimes set me free

 

Tomorrow, tomorrow

Maybe I'll see you once again

Tomorrow, tomorrow

See you again and heal this pain

Tomorrow, tomorrow

Maybe I'll see you once again

Tomorrow, tomorrow

See you again and heal this pain

And heal this pain

Lethal Mess (feat.: Nick Aria)

 

So many nights, too messy days

To understand so many feelings

My little storm, my lethal mess

Show me the way thru what I'm living

And if ain't sure it's just because

I don't wanna be

I don't wanna to be sure to where I'm going

The things that I need to do are done

And everything else is up to me

Just up to me

 

So many words, too many lies

The magic touch to reach my body

Sometimes the shame, sometimes the pride

Who really cares about my journey?

And if ain't hearing is just because

I don't wanna hear

I don't want to hear your stupid judgements

Since everyday I need to stand alone

So alone it's gonna be

Just the sun and me

 

And if I'm changing is just because

I don't want you here

I don't want you here to feed illusions

Every new day it's another chance

To find whatever I can be

So let it be

 

Another smoke, another ink

Another rope bring life to my skin

My restless love, ambitious love

Spreading out like the spring wind

And if I'm done it's just because

I decided to be

To be much better than this world

My yellow comes everyday to smile

To sing and shine on me

 

And if I'm done it's just because

I'm strong enough for this

Strong enough to live in silence

My words, the colors of my skin

Touching those who can dance with me

 

And if I'm afraid it's just because

It's alright to be

It's alright to be more than you see

My fear it's all about my strength

My fairy mess that makes me free

And makes me free

The Last Song (to my children)

 

When I won't be around

Sit down and look to the stars

Light into the dark

And find yourself just breathing

Celebrating what we are

I'll be living

In the beat rate of your heart

 

We are the same part

The air, the wind and your heart

We're light into the dark

We're different songs being played

By the strings of my guitar

I'll keep you

Forever in my heart

I'll love you

Until the end of the times

Cause my love goes with you

 

Gaia

Is everything we are

And is everything we need

The reason here we are

And the reason we must care about this world

And everyone

And every single one who needs

A hand to stand, to live, to love

What we are is what we give

Not what we have

 

When I won't be around

Close your eyes and feel the air

The wind, the sun, the rain

The sea, the trees, the sand

Touch the ground

When I won't be around

I won't be around but never far

Cause I'm part of you

And you are

The best part of me

 

You'll be whatever who you are

You'll sing the songs that I never made

You'll taste the flavours that I missed

And I'll see the sunset in your eyes

I'll hear the words you throw in the wind

And I'll be still playing my guitar

I'll keep you forever in my heart

Cause my heart is you

 

Gaia

We're living in the storm

But we're everything we need

To bring light to the dark

And to be another chance

To save this world

And everyone

And every single one who needs

A hand to stand, to live, to love

What we are is what is Gaia

Is everything we are

And is everything we need

The reason here we are

And the reason we must care

About this world and everyone

And every single one who needs

A hand to stand, to live, to love

What we are is what we give

 

When I won't be around

Sit down and look to the stars

Light into the dark…