Self Construction
The Poetry
I wrote every verse, every word in this album to give life to my feelings. today, alive, they don't need me anymore!
R.J. Gullicci - January, 28 2021
Sick
It makes me sick
You really think that you can control kind… everything?
But I don't care about (What) you want (That) I want to do
But I don't care about (What) you want (That) I want to think
I have no patience anymore
You make me sick
I give you more that you deserve and now I quit
I gave you my time, my dreams, my choices but I can't fit
The world you show me is completely out of me
That stupid role you want I play, I'm not in
I'm breathing in the morning
Living in the burning sky
Flying to release my mind from your mind
Dreaming in the morning
Flying every single night
You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind
That makes me sick
When I remember I believed in your gold
The shiny prize for believe in all your words
The promised land behind the walls that you control
Your holy crap grabbing our souls
Your world is sick
Full of stupidity and people just like you
Rotten people inside of smiles and fancy clothes
Showing how miserable and selfish they can be
Smashing heads over around
I'm breathing in the morning
Living in the burning sky
Flying to release my mind from your mind
Dreaming in the morning
Flying every single night
You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind
You can live all your life trying to prove by yourself
That you can have everything, that you can win all the time
But we're not what we have, we're not what we can buy
Love will come to show and break these chains
That makes me sick
Your perfect skin, your perfect clothes, you perfect lies
Telling people what is "guilt" and what is "sin"
Telling people what they feel and who they are
Killing those different ones, the different ones like me
You really think you can control kind everything
But everything is exactly nothing now for me
And all need: my dreams, my voice and my feet
I'm breathing in the morning
Living in the burning sky
Flying to release my mind from your mind
Dreaming in the morning
Flying every single night
You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind
Dreaming in the morning
Living in the burning sky
Flying to release my mind from your mind
Dreaming in the morning
Flying every single night
You can enclose my body but never enclose my mind
I'm breathing in the morning
Living in the burning sky
Flying to release my mind from your mind
Dreaming in the morning
Flying every single night
You can enclose my body
But never enclose my mind
Haters
The word is love
Among so many people hating
Many people intimidating
What is different
What is yours
You choose just love
To stand and smile for all these people
Empty people who transform
Their bitter world in bitter words
To push you down
When there's nothing wrong with you
These people are
So blind and selfish to understand
What is important to take care
What is important have in life
Love who you are
Beautiful, special, full of life
Unique love, unique bright, alive, intense
So never change the way you are
Trying to fit in what they say
Cause Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what you do
Always the same
They don't have the love they want
So they hurt you
Trying to make them better
Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what they see
Selfish and sad
They will push you down
Cause that's the only way
They have to reach you
The word is love
Beyond the standards, pretty lies
That gave us labels, colours, price
Telling us what is wrong or right
We're what we are
In different shapes, colours, sizes
Different beauties, different eyes
But same love burning inside
Love who you are
Beautiful, special, full of light
Unique love, unique bright
And confidence so never change
The way you are
To stand and fight against these people
Empty people who transform
Their bitter world in bitter words
To push you down
When there's nothing wrong with you
It's just that Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what you do
Always the same
They don't have the love they want
So they hurt you
Trying to make them better
Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what they see
Selfish and sad
They will push you down
Cause that's the only way
They have to reach you
Love is the word
So, show who you are
The way you want
You're not alone
To confront these people
And let them go
Because Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what you do
Always the same
They don't have the love they want
So they hurt you
Trying to make them better
Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what they see
Selfish and sad
They will push you down
Cause that's the only way
They have to reach you
Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what you do
Always the same
They don't have the love they want
So they hurt you
Trying to make them better
Haters will hate
Doesn't matter what they see
Selfish and sad
They will push you down
Cause that's the only way
They have to reach you in the stars
That's where you are
So far from them
So far their pain
Love who you are
Love who you are
The way you are
The way you want
You're not alone
You're not alone
To face these words
So, let's change these words
Let's change these words
And change this world
But never who you are
One More Time
One more time I came to see your face
And tell how much I really care
About everything we lived together
One more time I'm trying to find a way
To find the words, a sunlight glare
To show you everything I'm feeling for you
But I know: there are no words enough for this!
One more time in front of you I feel
Like I'm not lonely anymore
And all that pain is just old memories
I feel like the world doesn't seems so bad
And the life starts make some sense
So, one more time in front of you
I take a breath to find my strength
And tell how much I care
One more time to tell you my feelings
One more time to look into your eyes
To feel my heartbeat increase
The way it does when I'm on your side
And I don't care if the people think
That I'm weak to tell the truth
The truth is that I'm here today to say that I love you
To say how much I love you
One more time in front of you
I feel my heart not broken anymore
And that the past was just a bad dream
It feels like life doesn't seem so bad
And the world starts to make some sense
So one more time in front of you
I take a breath to fight my fears
I tell you how much I care
One more time to tell you my feelings
One more time to look into your eyes
To feel my heartbeat increase
The way it does when I'm on your side
And I don't care about how stupid
And ridiculous it seems to be
I'm here today to say
I'm here today to say to you
About my feelings
About to look into your eyes
To feel my heartbeat increase
The way it does when I'm on your side
And I don't care if the people think
That I'm weak to tell the truth
The truth is that I'm here today to say that I love you
To say how much I love you
To say how much I love you
How much I love you
I love you
Carrying All Along The Way
Of course
I'm fine
A smile on my face
So gentle and always polite
Yes, I'm fine
Ready to embrace
The things you throw on me
And try
Again
With a smile on my face
And nothing in my hands
Restart
In pain
Carrying all along the way
My shame
Carrying all along
Carrying all along the way
My pain
Carrying all along the way
My shame
Yes fine
I'm ok
Redeeming my mistakes
And saying sorry all the time
And then
Walking all alone
And looking for some love in vain
Again
Ready to embrace
The crumbles falling on the way
Insane
Carrying all along the way
My days
Carrying all along
Carrying all along the way
My fate
Carrying all along the way
My shame
All right
I'm fake
Fighting for a dream
That everybody think is dust
And sand
With a smile on my face
Completely broke inside I insist
And take
The crumbles on my way
And keep my soul strong just for
One more day
Carrying all along the way
My faith
Carrying all along
Carrying all along the way
My days
Carrying all along the way
My shame
Carrying all along the way
My fate
Carrying all along the way
My days
Carrying all along the way
My faith
Carrying all along the way
My shame
"O Golpe" (the coup)
I choose not to have half enemies
I choose not to live to die
Despite I sometimes in blue and empty
My glass is always full of wine
I'm still strong enough to rise my fist
I'm still strong enough to fight
Don't think you can hurt me baby
And keep your fancy suit clean and white
You fool yourself with vanity
You fool yourself with shine lies
Despite your hands are full of guns
Your heart is full of fear in disguise
I'm still strong enough to face your face
And spit on you my words and rhymes
Ok maybe I can't change anything but
Nobody will take what's mine, yeah!
You fool yourself with selfish things
You fool yourself with shine lies
Despite your hands are full of power
Your cowardness get out from your eyes
I'm still strong enough to rise my fist
I'm still strong enough to fight
I won't forget anything and
I'll throw the truth on you all the time, yeah!
"Tristeza" (sadness)
Turning around looking for something
For something around looking for me
Lost in my way so week and empty
Lost in the dark what can I see?
I wrote my lines looking for something
I lost more than you understand
I lost you in a rainy moment
I lost my lines with a happy end
Scare to death of my reflection
Scared of what I'll say to me
I learnt to hide from you my misery
An empty smile is what you see
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Maybe I'll see you once again
Tomorrow, tomorrow
See you again and heal this pain
And heal this pain
I have no means, no good reasons
I have no doubts, no names to call
Words cannot help me to forgive me
Words cannot tell me what's my fault
Just hold my hand won't make it easier
A kiss won't warm my hopeless heart
I'm just so deep in all these feelings
I'm just so tired to getting hurt
Scared to death of my confessions
Scared of what I'm doing to me
I learnt to hide these marks of sadness
The marks that sometimes set me free
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Maybe I'll see you once again
Tomorrow, tomorrow
See you again and heal this pain
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Maybe I'll see you once again
Tomorrow, tomorrow
See you again and heal this pain
And heal this pain
Lethal Mess (feat.: Nick Aria)
So many nights, too messy days
To understand so many feelings
My little storm, my lethal mess
Show me the way thru what I'm living
And if ain't sure it's just because
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna to be sure to where I'm going
The things that I need to do are done
And everything else is up to me
Just up to me
So many words, too many lies
The magic touch to reach my body
Sometimes the shame, sometimes the pride
Who really cares about my journey?
And if ain't hearing is just because
I don't wanna hear
I don't want to hear your stupid judgements
Since everyday I need to stand alone
So alone it's gonna be
Just the sun and me
And if I'm changing is just because
I don't want you here
I don't want you here to feed illusions
Every new day it's another chance
To find whatever I can be
So let it be
Another smoke, another ink
Another rope bring life to my skin
My restless love, ambitious love
Spreading out like the spring wind
And if I'm done it's just because
I decided to be
To be much better than this world
My yellow comes everyday to smile
To sing and shine on me
And if I'm done it's just because
I'm strong enough for this
Strong enough to live in silence
My words, the colors of my skin
Touching those who can dance with me
And if I'm afraid it's just because
It's alright to be
It's alright to be more than you see
My fear it's all about my strength
My fairy mess that makes me free
And makes me free
The Last Song (to my children)
When I won't be around
Sit down and look to the stars
Light into the dark
And find yourself just breathing
Celebrating what we are
I'll be living
In the beat rate of your heart
We are the same part
The air, the wind and your heart
We're light into the dark
We're different songs being played
By the strings of my guitar
I'll keep you
Forever in my heart
I'll love you
Until the end of the times
Cause my love goes with you
Gaia
Is everything we are
And is everything we need
The reason here we are
And the reason we must care about this world
And everyone
And every single one who needs
A hand to stand, to live, to love
What we are is what we give
Not what we have
When I won't be around
Close your eyes and feel the air
The wind, the sun, the rain
The sea, the trees, the sand
Touch the ground
When I won't be around
I won't be around but never far
Cause I'm part of you
And you are
The best part of me
You'll be whatever who you are
You'll sing the songs that I never made
You'll taste the flavours that I missed
And I'll see the sunset in your eyes
I'll hear the words you throw in the wind
And I'll be still playing my guitar
I'll keep you forever in my heart
Cause my heart is you
Gaia
We're living in the storm
But we're everything we need
To bring light to the dark
And to be another chance
To save this world
And everyone
And every single one who needs
A hand to stand, to live, to love
What we are is what is Gaia
Is everything we are
And is everything we need
The reason here we are
And the reason we must care
About this world and everyone
And every single one who needs
A hand to stand, to live, to love
What we are is what we give
When I won't be around
Sit down and look to the stars
Light into the dark…